DEVIL'S HORNS
Frank Criscenti
I am stuck on the devil's horns
heading toward selfishness,
fallen angels,
and other sinful kinds.
I'm cast off
sailing to the songs of the sirens.
All I ever cared about
drifts away,
and if this is love
it must be madness.
I turn to liquid
and trickle off my raft,
slipping into blue waters.
Above the sky is split
with banshee shrieks,
and glimpses of the fires of hell.
I see your face in the sudden glare.
You wear
an indifferent smile,
that is the unkindest wound of all.
I am miles and miles from home
and have lost my way.
ORACULAR LOVE
Con Valenzuela
a magic spell
now shaping to forever
potion for the heart
love plus more love
initial perplexity
has become divine
first a big puzzle
now clearer through time
it's You i've been looking for
no more voodoo...
this is real...oh my!!
now shaping to forever
potion for the heart
love plus more love
initial perplexity
has become divine
first a big puzzle
now clearer through time
it's You i've been looking for
no more voodoo...
this is real...oh my!!
watch me glide
in your ground
I slither
making sense out of my emotions
I scramble
with my tensed aura
I creep in your world
but with all smiles
I wriggle
squeezing my heart in your imprudent brain
I lurk
I sneak
I squirm
I tiptoe...
in your ground
I slither
making sense out of my emotions
I scramble
with my tensed aura
I creep in your world
but with all smiles
I wriggle
squeezing my heart in your imprudent brain
I lurk
I sneak
I squirm
I tiptoe...
Small Bottles
Richard Barr
When I was young
and cloaked in disobedience
I armed myself with the weaponry of a poet
Small bottles of venom
sprung from Thoreau’s cabin
“Never Mind the Bullocks”
and cloaked in disobedience
I armed myself with the weaponry of a poet
Small bottles of venom
sprung from Thoreau’s cabin
“Never Mind the Bullocks”
I Seek God
Frank Criscenti
I seek God
in the treetops.
In the rising of wood smoke.
Upon the farthest star
that lights up a winter's night.
I turn over rocks
in the stream beds
searching for
signs of heaven-sent
that may wriggle from my grasp.
I seek God
where we imagine shiny things,
and where shiny things exist,
in earth and sky and fire.
He exists in eyes
and lips
and wombs.
In barren fields
and hidden folds.
I seek God
in a palm full of mud
that masks five white glistening pebbles.
I seek God
and hold
hope to you
in a grimy hand.
I reach
and seek to touch.
in the treetops.
In the rising of wood smoke.
Upon the farthest star
that lights up a winter's night.
I turn over rocks
in the stream beds
searching for
signs of heaven-sent
that may wriggle from my grasp.
I seek God
where we imagine shiny things,
and where shiny things exist,
in earth and sky and fire.
He exists in eyes
and lips
and wombs.
In barren fields
and hidden folds.
I seek God
in a palm full of mud
that masks five white glistening pebbles.
I seek God
and hold
hope to you
in a grimy hand.
I reach
and seek to touch.
TAKE ME
take me in your arms
hold me tight
kiss me with your eyes closed
lose control
just let go
let your heart speak to me
through the movement
of your soul
I have wild imaginings
my most vulnerable moment
I see you..there you are
take me
take me now...
IF ONLY (for Mama)
Con Valenzuela
If only my tears can cure you
you would have been totally healed
If only my tears can prolong your life on earth
you would have lived perpetually
If only my solitary tears can touch your soul
and assure you of how much I love you
... I would have never stopped crying
you would have been totally healed
If only my tears can prolong your life on earth
you would have lived perpetually
If only my solitary tears can touch your soul
and assure you of how much I love you
... I would have never stopped crying
30.01.2016
To the Unmourned
Emilia Frinculeasa
When we grow old
We become either poems or myths.
We should never become chrystal tears
or broken pieces of heaven
Were we not true to our own souls,
to the choices we had
and the chances we missed,
We’d regret more,
we'd forget the last
instead of the least
we'd forget the last
instead of the least
and remember its tragic core.
If it were just for me,
In times like these
of constant sorrow
(but such due grief)
(but such due grief)
the seeds of doubt would replace only
the sour fruit of deceit
and they would feel,
without filling,
without filling,
its most fragrant void.
One last pledge be made,
one solemn truth to admit
and be told
and be told
I once passed an olive branch to a man
then let the sun go down
on his faith
and maybe his love,
after promising him the moon.
I am sure what they say is all real
that the healing was in his pain
like some whispers are
in the summer wind
in the summer wind
So the echoes I’d hear
Were the fears we’d breathed'n before
And they weren’t in vain.
You see, as youngsters
there's
this
tendency
there's
this
tendency
to rush into dead ends.
And as we grow older,
We promise ourselves we shall be poetry
and that we shall remember the white of the snow,
those walks against those crimson-red sunsets
that measured our heartrate
and hope we shall cherish
the hours we don’t regret.
Let’s say it together- youandme
before we are too old!!!
As long as we both shall live
We are two revenants without sin,
Two mourners a half-lifetime away,
the unbaptised stars above
the unbaptised stars above
and maybe a gentle morning breeze
guiding us both into oblivion.
Illumination
Heather Camps
Thousands of miles-
Spanning distance and time.
Separated by reality,
But tethered intangibly,
In this space between...
Where does it live?
How does it survive?
Created by an idea,
Supported by a notion,
Fed by a feeling-
That as these messages appear...
You are there,
I am here,
And the space between dissolves,
Intertwined together by invisible ties,
That glow and chime and notify.
Spanning distance and time.
Separated by reality,
But tethered intangibly,
In this space between...
Where does it live?
How does it survive?
Created by an idea,
Supported by a notion,
Fed by a feeling-
That as these messages appear...
You are there,
I am here,
And the space between dissolves,
Intertwined together by invisible ties,
That glow and chime and notify.
My Ghost
Frank Criscenti
He stands,
my ghost stands
on the summit.
He is neither of this world,
nor the next.
One side of this mountain
is covered with redwood, pines, and ferns.
The other side
is weeds and wind-blown grasses,
tumbling into the Pacific.
The ghost throws
light and shadows,
negative space.
He howls and shrieks
plaintive and clear.
Only God or love
can flesh him out.
I can't.
He is a million souls
all parts of his own self.
He loves and doesn't love.
Tells the truth and lies.
Succeeds and fails.
The wind scatters
the atoms of him across the world,
until some little part of the ghost
perhaps
touches you.
MISTLETOE
Con Valenzuela
No! I refuse to kiss you
just because tradition said so
just because it's Christmas
I was devastated
the pain persists
each time you glance at meno more kisses
no mistletoe
no you...in me
ME and I
Con Valenzuela
the solitary air
accepts my admonition
never to look back
pain awaits a lonesome lover
the torment of softly killing a memory
that lasted almost a lifetime
in a box full of love and pain
a new life is waiting to be tapped
i am there
seemingly waiting for someone
then I fully realized
there is no one
just me and I..
accepts my admonition
never to look back
pain awaits a lonesome lover
the torment of softly killing a memory
that lasted almost a lifetime
in a box full of love and pain
a new life is waiting to be tapped
i am there
seemingly waiting for someone
then I fully realized
there is no one
just me and I..
Quicksilver Love
FrankCriscenti
Love rolls like quicksilver in the palm,
it easily slips through your fingers
leaving traces of unseen
(toxic)
substance.
Ah, love.
Indeed, madness
as sure as Van Gogh's visions.
Love painted into little rooms
or flung among the stars.
Madness in conception.
It makes little sense in this modern world
of binary patterns
where 10=2.
The idea of camping outside
your would-be lover's door
has become passe.
Dangerous.
Obsessive.
Moments so sweet they hurt the teeth.
Passions' poison ink for Shakespeare's pen.
Love aches and trembles and bleeds and speaks.
Dark Poem
Con Valenzuela
dark spirits
dying voices echo
in the unholy corner of my mind.
graveyard forbidden romance
fiery touch
full moon made them one.
Satan's cloak
never to touch
the perpetual fire awaits you.
Blood
Frank Criscenti
The blood is taken
just above the breast
near the heart.
I can feel the shiver
and the pulse
then pierced, the stream of life is ingested.
We love.
Love comes in shades of red warm and bittersweet.
- A way
Pane held firm no turning
Ram it! Shattered glass
bleeds crazy paving
Fierce wind forcing
Stone dry dropped at water’s edge
cups hands, then sees
No turning
punches through refracted image
forced forwards and away
Nothing Left To Feel
Catherine DeWolf
Ecstasy and pain succumbed
as numb mumbles
replace howls
of horror;
tears and joyous laughter.
Death of feelings
protecting the shallow shell
of the soul that
saw, heard, felt, lived
too long - reeling.
Now, limbo's welcome gray
as the needle evens
every score
one more time
perhaps two.
Time has come,
as numb mumbles
replace howls
of horror;
tears and joyous laughter.
Death of feelings
protecting the shallow shell
of the soul that
saw, heard, felt, lived
too long - reeling.
Now, limbo's welcome gray
as the needle evens
every score
one more time
perhaps two.
Time has come,
expiration date
due.
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Pumpkin Trash
Mark Smith
.Porches in my neighborhood
Mark Smith
.Porches in my neighborhood
all adorned with pumpkins,
fancy pumpkins,
of all colors and sizes.
People don't carve their pumpkins
much, anymore, not in posh neighborhoods,
dressing them in wigs,
gluing on ears,
arms, noses, eyes,
entire pumpkin families,
preferring to have them
last the season.
I love this trend.
I can pull unblemished,
from the trash
and transform them
into luscious pumpkin mash.
My snotty sister,
when she found out
my pumpkin source,
said she'd never eat
a trash pumpkin,
no way, no how.
When she's upset,
it's like she's having a cow.
So I tell her that her pie
is made with canned,
so she doesn't have me banned
from Thanksgiving.
And it's not a lie.
Trash canned.
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I COULD NOT FIND MY TEARS
Con Valenzuela
I could not find my tears
I lost it in the same moment
that moment when you left...
after I have loved you forever
after I have loved you forever
FOREVERMORE
Con Valenzuela
perpetual destiny
changed hues in my world
rain showcased your magic
memories causing a rebirth
the night gave a promise
brushed heaven on my cheeks
sky revealed your haunting smile
brought you closer to my fate
longer than forever
you may hold my hand
you may give me warmth
you can make me yours
until the next lifetime
changed hues in my world
rain showcased your magic
memories causing a rebirth
the night gave a promise
brushed heaven on my cheeks
sky revealed your haunting smile
brought you closer to my fate
longer than forever
you may hold my hand
you may give me warmth
you can make me yours
until the next lifetime
Christmas Nightmare
by Emilia Frinculeasa
http://therealvirtuality.blogspot.ro/
A
day,
each year,
all ears can hear
the merry jingle bells.
The evergreen of X-mas carols
and too familiar “ho-ho-ho” chuckles
cheerfully escort the reindeer-drawn sledge.
Tonight, I hear
that old man Santa Claus,
is the most wanted around here!
His law breaking counts trespassing,
bribe-taking and down-the-chimney break-in;
Attempted blackmail makes his criminal charges list:
to get his presents, kids have been good and obedient
the whole of the 2014 year.
Witnesses report scones and some milk
have strangely been missing from their kitchens;
While others defend his activity and say he’s no criminal,
only a generous mind-reader who knows what gifts to bring.
Next year, don't you fear that
with Santa Claus and his reindeer in prison
presents will have to be beamed from the North Pole
under
the
the
virtual
fir-trees?
Christmas Breeze
Con Valenzuela
The Christmas breeze is deceitful
It brought your name so swiftly
my sensitive heart was moved again
may it vanish the next moment
before the next drop of tear
I pretended to be deaf
to the whisper of your name
but the gentle air has gone astray
it has put my heart back in vain
It brought your name so swiftly
my sensitive heart was moved again
may it vanish the next moment
before the next drop of tear
I pretended to be deaf
to the whisper of your name
but the gentle air has gone astray
it has put my heart back in vain
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Rae Desmond Jones was born in the Australian mining town of Broken Hill, & is descended from a long line of miners and farmers. He left school at 13 and worked in a number of manual jobs in steelworks and factories before going to a university at 29. He published his first volume of poetry at about the same time, and became well known for his capacity to state use simple language to struggle with morally complex issues. His poem The Deadshits (The Mad Vibe, Saturday Centre Press, 1975) was set to music and sung, and was banned for distribution because of its alleged pornography. In opposition to the overdevelopment of the suburb of Summer Hill in inner Western Sydney, he became a local Government politician and became the Mayor of Ashfield for several years. He is mostly retired, but continues to write poetry.
VI
alone with her mirror,
too much pancake & lipstick.
in the empty hairdresser’s shop a girl
watches me pass.
an image glowers back to front, left to right
insolent eyes, unruly hair.
her eyes are dark & should be beautiful:
what causes her to hate me?
she is no body to me as I walk on,
hand in hand with the dead.
VII
without your imagined prescience
the unlocked gate claps in the wind.
in a universe emptied of meaning
Suns collide against the iron walls of time.
how the storm beats the roof,
cars creep by – wombats in the mist.
each month i have lost a friend,
this is the time of winnowing.
above the clouds i conjure my harvest -
the light, the darkness & the stars.
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LOVE GHOST
Con Valenzuela
I’m a love ghost
I will come to embrace your loneliness
You will be wrapped in my warmth
I will gently brush my tender lips in your cheeks
so I can see you blush in your solitary times
I will creep into your soul
and your body will smoke with love
a cool mist fragrance is my love scent
I will haunt you with it
it will lead to your sleepless nights
I’ll make you imagine pure love
which after all
may just be a fantasy
I’m a heart maniac
I’m all heart and soul
and more
I am just a ghost
a figment of your romantic imaginings
I may be a ghost
but in a brief moment
I can love you
-------------------Con Valenzuela
I’m a love ghost
I will come to embrace your loneliness
You will be wrapped in my warmth
I will gently brush my tender lips in your cheeks
so I can see you blush in your solitary times
I will creep into your soul
and your body will smoke with love
a cool mist fragrance is my love scent
I will haunt you with it
it will lead to your sleepless nights
I’ll make you imagine pure love
which after all
may just be a fantasy
I’m a heart maniac
I’m all heart and soul
and more
I am just a ghost
a figment of your romantic imaginings
I may be a ghost
but in a brief moment
I can love you
Age of Darkness
By Phil Gutierrez
Then “fall Caesar”!
Now, outside the gates howl wolves reborn
in woods and forests deep and dark,
ruins and runes, smoke and fumes,
witches brooms, bats and cats, fat rats,
Black Death befalls us all.
Woe be unto you, the enemy is here,
lock the door, hit the floor, banshees shriek for more!
Pax Romana, Charlemagne, El Cid the Lord
and Richard Lion Heart, gone.
Replaced by Vikings, Huns and Turks,
pushed on by the Golden Horde!
Only Vlad, Impaler-Count, Defender of the Faith,
Lord of Darkness, Prince of Death, Drinker of the Blood,
Reigns amidst the flames and stakes and castle keeps
Where ravens quote and toads do creep,
amongst the ignorance and evil things,
which thrive on superstitious fear.
Urged on by bishop priests theocracy, whose canon law
In Latin spins the minds and souls of simple folk,
who walk the broken roads of old in Celtic woods
with creeping toads, howling wolves and
banshees shriek, warnings at the vampire’s feet:
The Anti-Christ is near!
Why fell Caesar?
Only the dead shall know, it seems.
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Two Poems by Marko Henry
By Phil Gutierrez
Then “fall Caesar”!
Now, outside the gates howl wolves reborn
in woods and forests deep and dark,
ruins and runes, smoke and fumes,
witches brooms, bats and cats, fat rats,
Black Death befalls us all.
Woe be unto you, the enemy is here,
lock the door, hit the floor, banshees shriek for more!
Pax Romana, Charlemagne, El Cid the Lord
and Richard Lion Heart, gone.
Replaced by Vikings, Huns and Turks,
pushed on by the Golden Horde!
Only Vlad, Impaler-Count, Defender of the Faith,
Lord of Darkness, Prince of Death, Drinker of the Blood,
Reigns amidst the flames and stakes and castle keeps
Where ravens quote and toads do creep,
amongst the ignorance and evil things,
which thrive on superstitious fear.
Urged on by bishop priests theocracy, whose canon law
In Latin spins the minds and souls of simple folk,
who walk the broken roads of old in Celtic woods
with creeping toads, howling wolves and
banshees shriek, warnings at the vampire’s feet:
The Anti-Christ is near!
Why fell Caesar?
Only the dead shall know, it seems.
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Two Poems by Marko Henry
SHRUNKEN Heads
I culled the shrunken heads,
dangling leads in this EEE! scape,
this graveyard of scatterings,
past matterings,
momentous grains of sand,
accumulating mounds
burying me
endlessly.
We're all mummies entombed
with our entourage and puppy dogs,
our kitties and goldfish,
showing our permission slips
that promise us
easy access
to Heaven.
I stumbled upon one head still talking,
with sense to keep walking,
with mouse in hand like Lenny
we rolled along,
my merry throng,
and we were all one,
less friendlessly.
SMALL Town LOVE
Small town love in this small, dry land
runs quick like water through desert sand.
Swirls into constellations, like dirt Devils up to the stars.
Dribbles in condensation down the back windows of parked cars.
Small town love can lead to raucous celebration,
an entire season of elation,
put all noses out of a-joint-ment. You never saw such a beast
as when the small town whore hooked up with the small town priest.
Small town love is sold in the stores with the liniment and fishing lures.
For what has more power to entice our druthers
than the small town intrigues of small town lovers.
Its inception is inhaled in huge carpish sips,
and its rejection is expelled in tight streams through pursed lips.
Did you hear? Did you hear?
All small townies breathe the same fetid air
and dig in the same dirt they all have to share.
So small town lovers learn to exercise love cautiously back to back,
and keep their eyes opened for a blind-side attack.
Small town love is a brutal lesson in stealth
because in small town love your business ain't just your business,
in small town love your business is your health.
And in the end, when push comes to shove,
all the world is a buzz of small-town love.
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A Ghost Story
(A True Story)
John Black
We approached ancient Warriston Church.
Long high wall and narrow pavement,
On a clear, cold, October morning.
The old man looked happy and at ease.
A smile on his wrinkled face,
suggesting contentment with his lot.
He emerged through the graveyard entrance
twenty metres in front of us,
nodded, and ambled slowly away.
When we reached the entrance to the church
The gate, was closed and padlocked.
And, looking back, the old man was gone.
I recall contentment on his face
And wonder what keeps him here.
On lonely vigil in Warriston.
----------------------We approached ancient Warriston Church.
Long high wall and narrow pavement,
On a clear, cold, October morning.
The old man looked happy and at ease.
A smile on his wrinkled face,
suggesting contentment with his lot.
He emerged through the graveyard entrance
twenty metres in front of us,
nodded, and ambled slowly away.
When we reached the entrance to the church
The gate, was closed and padlocked.
And, looking back, the old man was gone.
I recall contentment on his face
And wonder what keeps him here.
On lonely vigil in Warriston.
Seeing - with One eye.
Gael Bage
I elect to hold your gaze,
with a doe's eye, a soft focus.
A secret door swings open
inviting me into your heart.
Our eyes have questions
there are no words to frame
loves eyes hold to promises
there is no need to name .
Eyes are ripples of emotion
successive reflections of mind
Mirroring each unique souls
journey to find their divinity
where my eyes are your eyes
and your eyes become mine
One heart opens, vulnerable,
between us there are no secrets .
The infinite, demands exacting
vision, the objectivity in nature
bores into the soul to discover
the naked truth of our reality.
See and be seen in transparency
death of ego is birth for liberty
a sacrifice that finds the unique
expression to divine our life .
As nature, we sow the seeds
of perspective, cool objectivity,
neither critical nor flattering,
simply how it is, with clarity
Then when the world's soul
joins with man's unique soul -
it becomes the "all-seeing eye"
divine unity shares - One eye .
----------------------------------------I elect to hold your gaze,
with a doe's eye, a soft focus.
A secret door swings open
inviting me into your heart.
Our eyes have questions
there are no words to frame
loves eyes hold to promises
there is no need to name .
Eyes are ripples of emotion
successive reflections of mind
Mirroring each unique souls
journey to find their divinity
where my eyes are your eyes
and your eyes become mine
One heart opens, vulnerable,
between us there are no secrets .
The infinite, demands exacting
vision, the objectivity in nature
bores into the soul to discover
the naked truth of our reality.
See and be seen in transparency
death of ego is birth for liberty
a sacrifice that finds the unique
expression to divine our life .
As nature, we sow the seeds
of perspective, cool objectivity,
neither critical nor flattering,
simply how it is, with clarity
Then when the world's soul
joins with man's unique soul -
it becomes the "all-seeing eye"
divine unity shares - One eye .
Old School Creed
Emilia Frinculeasa
She believed
in returning to innocence,
in walking together hand-in-hand,
in expecting the unexpected
and the smooth run of musical notes.
She believed,
Come rain or shine,
poets could use the same words
and painters - the same colors-
On the same cloud nine.
She believed
in sharing everything,
in solemnly taking moon-descending vows,
in the pen being mightier than the sword,
in carrying the sins of the past
and borrowing the virtues of tomorrow
inside a border-free world.
She believed love had no meaning
Until your soulmate was born.
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Trial (Thank you Ms. Gael)
by Con Valenzuela
You may try to stare at my soulful eyes
They would sparkle when you’re near
You may try to hold my hand
and I will lock it for a time
I might even make you my captive in this lifetime
You may try to stroke my shiny hair
That would tickle me
make me smile endlessly
You may try to give me sweet kisses
That would make my day
But If you try to love me forever…
That would me scare me away!
Forever is a dream
A dream for those who choose to believe
This is mere poetry… Halt the fantasy!
There’s no you and me
It’s all a tease baby…
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Heart for Sale
by Con Valenzuela
it’s drumming
it’s authentic
ever alive
like a fist wrapped in blood
my center
my madness
my sadness
my isolation in a crowd
my pure love
nobody knows I’m here
I’m telling the world
my love ain’t free
I feel sincerely
love truly
from this moment on I’ll take a risk
to advertise my heart in exchange of a possible real love
My ads would read :
“ Buy my One True Heart, Take All my Love”
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Poem: Zero
Erica Loberg
ZERO! |
Without my writing
What do I have
Zero means to handle reality
Zero means to breath
Zero means to survive
Zero
Zero
Zero.
The number zero is empty
It's not a positive
Or a negative
Number.
It's plain.
Thank God I have a number
To jump up to
Or fall under
And never into
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Sunflower
Amanda Edwards
I open out to you
draw in
those last long rays
thirsting
for your light; your love.
My seed glows gold
beating
for you my love
in half tempo
rhythmn and blues.
I stalk you
through the passage of time
imprint
your memory
before you fade and die.
I make
my final bow to you
curl around my emptiness
and cry.
-------------- draw in
those last long rays
thirsting
for your light; your love.
My seed glows gold
beating
for you my love
in half tempo
rhythmn and blues.
I stalk you
through the passage of time
imprint
your memory
before you fade and die.
I make
my final bow to you
curl around my emptiness
and cry.
In Anticipation of Strawberries...
by Gael Bage
It's heart shape and red colour,
a symbol of Venus the Goddess
of love. I anticipate berry
burst on my tastebuds.White five
petalled flowers with proud centres
form a golden promise, portent
of perfection to come. A fragrant
sweet juiciness and deep red blush,
a lover's aphrodisiac. Legend
says, if you find a strawberry
twinned , break it in two , share
half with someone you fancy.
Eros will aim true - l'amour finds
both of you. Eat the lush fruit naked
or dressed with sugar and cream.
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It's a Weird Thing
Erica Loberg
It’s a weird thing
To open your mail and find an email attached to a name
That you once obsessed about
Over
And over
And over
And you have no feeling
Not like the no feelings
Which is a feeling
To not have an opinion.
But it was nothing. Ah…
Not even an okay.
After deep tormenting obsession
With your call
Your not call
And I call you
And you answer
Or don’t.
After all that sex
I loved so much
And
Didn’t have to
Come to love
But loved it
In the morning
And night
And after
That.
And there was nothing
No dirty sensitive stem
Bursting out of my heart
No sick dizzy feelings
Trampling across the brain
In estranged dust.
Just nothing.
What was a possible more than something
For me
And never for you
Tangled my heart
Forever and more.
It’s a weird thing
Looking at a name on an email
And stopping for a second
To say I don’t know a him
Who?
A moment of wonder
What?
And even now I write
With no ardent penetrating killing painful
No feelings.
It’s a weird thing.
That you once obsessed about
Over
And over
And over
And you have no feeling
Not like the no feelings
Which is a feeling
To not have an opinion.
But it was nothing. Ah…
Not even an okay.
After deep tormenting obsession
With your call
Your not call
And I call you
And you answer
Or don’t.
After all that sex
I loved so much
And
Didn’t have to
Come to love
But loved it
In the morning
And night
And after
That.
And there was nothing
No dirty sensitive stem
Bursting out of my heart
No sick dizzy feelings
Trampling across the brain
In estranged dust.
Just nothing.
What was a possible more than something
For me
And never for you
Tangled my heart
Forever and more.
It’s a weird thing
Looking at a name on an email
And stopping for a second
To say I don’t know a him
Who?
A moment of wonder
What?
And even now I write
With no ardent penetrating killing painful
No feelings.
It’s a weird thing.
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Love’s Journey
Denise C. Buschmann
Their betrayal was more painful
than the tubes
sticking in and out of you,
draining your gall bladder’s poisons
into a bucket at the foot of your bed.
The doctors said Monday night it had to be removed,
You indicated you wanted the operation.
Your sons refused.
You knew then, what they'd done,
why they’d insisted: we need to be your guardians.
You lay there dying, barely able to speak,
in that diaper and you knew.
You'd signed your death warrant.
Saturday, six nights later, you sent me a message from the hospital,
"Tell her I love her,"
if anything Heckle and Jeckle said, can be believed,
who kept secret your condition until it was too late,
who picked my bones and harried my mind for three years
after you died, with their schemes and lies,
but I tend to believe you did say it.
I can hear you saying it.
As I packed my bag for my flight that night,
I recalled our last conversation.
I’d called you on a lark two weeks earlier.
The last thing you said to me,
I'd apologized about something,
"Oh, you're all right."
I heard a softness
in your voice I hadn't heard since Mama left you,
and I, away at college.
No one will ever know
the outcome if you’d had the operation,
but two things are clear:
They denied you
your last chance to live
and your love for me?
That! they will never steal.
I love you, Daddy!
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Box of Tears
Con Valenzuela
my tears have tales and hues
like sea water in my soul that overflowed
sweet chronicles that tapped my sensitivity
carefree tears for the brief touching moments
my tears give me power and honor
I am a vulnerable heroine all my own
I cry victorious tears when my heart learns to let go
proposes farewell to the pain of long ago
to a love that was not love after all
I cry for Dominic who is my joy
I cry for my family who is hardly ever there
I cry for my passion for work
I cry for the few friends who never left me
I cry for my imaginary lifetime partner
I cry because it saves me from further madness
I cry for the dream of going to heaven after death
I cry for the hope that my tears will set me free
each night I check on my box of tears
and kiss it with a heartfelt prayer
IS DAY THE BEGINNING OF NIGHT
Irshad Ullah-Khan
Is day the beginning of night
Or night the beginning of day
Is death the beginning of life
Or life the beginning of death
Then stay the time of life
A little longer my God
And leave us to play by Your seashore
For our time with You encompasses
Night and day and is eternal.
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IS DAY THE BEGINNING OF NIGHT
Irshad Ullah-Khan
Is day the beginning of night
Or night the beginning of day
Is death the beginning of life
Or life the beginning of death
Then stay the time of life
A little longer my God
And leave us to play by Your seashore
For our time with You encompasses
Night and day and is eternal.
Coffee in the Garden
Gael Bage
Spring is too beautiful to ignore
she commands my rapt attention
The sunlight highlights new buds
and bounces off star-like celandine.
It polishes a sheen on the lanceolate
leaves of greater periwinkle, whose
flowers might easily have dropped
out of the sky they are so blue.
Spring is a symphony of bird song .
The cockerel struts and crows over
and over, above the soft coo of doves
and a pair of blackbirds sweet notes .
Indian runners quack splash and dabble
in the pond, and from the woodland
a spotted woodpeckers rat tat ta tat,
in contrast gifts a rapid percussion.
though the roses are not yet in flower
their new red shoots hold the promise
of natures power. Rosettes of leaves
cup pale primroses, and daffodils nod
in the breeze, this morning's so bright
it makes me sneeze. The female dove
is being a tease, her ardent mate takes
no nonsense and mounts her with ease.
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Especially at night
No dreamy chance for me to be your story,
Because your heart is always occupied
By other girl. And I am very sorry
About it. Especially at night.
No dreamy chance for me to hold your mind
To catch your main ideas on the hook,
Two separated presents are defined.
And other face...it can arrest your look,
No dreamy chance...I am the one, who losses
One of the rounds of important fight.
But don't forget that I don't need excuses.
They are uncalled, especially at night.
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The Dating Game
Arny Hjaltadottir
If you want to catch a man today.
Play the game of cat and mouse,
The rules are established for the house.
Traditionally he plays at being the “boss”,
Pursuing her for that first “koss”. *
But, if she gives too much, too fast
He turns his back on her at last.
For she is not worthy of his love
If she can not be a pure white dove.
Should you be a woman with any needs,
You better root them out, like bad weeds.
Pretend you are not too interested in him.
For, if you do, you are liable to win,
Your way into his heart and soul.
And isn’t that supposed to be your goal?
So be all woman, soft and cuddly,
If you desire to have Lord Dudley.
The man who was held at bay
By Queen Elizabeth for many a day.
*kiss
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My Chair
Carol Grover
Carol Grover
It is winged
with carved claw feet
a comfortable indented seat
where I can hide
surrounded by
familiar faded tapestry
belaboring
the words and rhyme
invading my befuddled mind
hopeful
there are a few folks who
may embrace my point of view.
Man Ray |
By Ci'Monique Green |
WEATHER MASTERPIECE
Phyllis Ames Bey
I am the mist, at the break of dawn, lingering with you all the day long.
I am the breeze on a hot summer day,caressing and cooling you in every way.
I am the moon lighting your path at night...the star keeping you company shining bright.
The sun beaming brilliantly during the day, from dawn to dusk with you I'll stay.
I am the heavy fog which clouds your mind,
by causing misunderstanding some of the time.
I am the storm cloud when things go wrong.
But clearness will come when I am calm.
I am the ray of sunlight in the midst of the storm,
look within my heart for light and warmth.
I am the rainbow, but beware of my illusion.
You may experience euphoria or confusion.
I am the heat in the summer, cold in the winter.
You feel the same in your heart now that I have entered.
I am the wetness of spring,dryness of autumn.
Your hear feels the same, when it ought to.
I am the rain which causes the flowers to grow.
The aroma of the same when my breeze blow.
I am the honey to be gathered not only by the bees,
I am the nectar to be savored by you with ease.
But don't allow me to be the essence in your life,
because your happiness may depend on my peace or strife.
And I wouldn't want you to suffer pain or agony,
while being your weather masterpiece, for you deserve ecstasy.
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I am the mist, at the break of dawn, lingering with you all the day long.
I am the breeze on a hot summer day,caressing and cooling you in every way.
I am the moon lighting your path at night...the star keeping you company shining bright.
The sun beaming brilliantly during the day, from dawn to dusk with you I'll stay.
I am the heavy fog which clouds your mind,
by causing misunderstanding some of the time.
I am the storm cloud when things go wrong.
But clearness will come when I am calm.
I am the ray of sunlight in the midst of the storm,
look within my heart for light and warmth.
I am the rainbow, but beware of my illusion.
You may experience euphoria or confusion.
I am the heat in the summer, cold in the winter.
You feel the same in your heart now that I have entered.
I am the wetness of spring,dryness of autumn.
Your hear feels the same, when it ought to.
I am the rain which causes the flowers to grow.
The aroma of the same when my breeze blow.
I am the honey to be gathered not only by the bees,
I am the nectar to be savored by you with ease.
But don't allow me to be the essence in your life,
because your happiness may depend on my peace or strife.
And I wouldn't want you to suffer pain or agony,
while being your weather masterpiece, for you deserve ecstasy.
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Stillness
Camille Rose Castillo
Hypnotized by
water diamonds brilliantly
shining on the lake
and by the melodic sound
of song birds,
I'm left in a peaceful
state.
In this moment
I know no anxieties,
worries or pain.
From this realm
of utter chaos
oblivion breaks the chain.
I close my eyes and bask
in this mode of
sanctuary stillness,
while the symphony of
nature's true joys
take away my sorrows
and leave me with
spiritual wellness.
-----------------Camille Rose Castillo
Hypnotized by
water diamonds brilliantly
shining on the lake
and by the melodic sound
of song birds,
I'm left in a peaceful
state.
In this moment
I know no anxieties,
worries or pain.
From this realm
of utter chaos
oblivion breaks the chain.
I close my eyes and bask
in this mode of
sanctuary stillness,
while the symphony of
nature's true joys
take away my sorrows
and leave me with
spiritual wellness.
Grace
John Brusseau
John Brusseau
Waterhouse |
And the causes and effects of my life
sit on the sofa with me
reading a book of poetry.
I am not one of the righteous.
I have left too many things undone
that should have been,
and overflowed into
too many other lives
in ways I shouldn’t have.
But here in this room
of my mortal seclusion
I feel the hand of certainty
come to touch my brow.
And I will thank him forever
for the gift of forgiveness,
I a man of ruin in my veins.
Do not tear the meaning
from this passing shot at mercy.
This is me reclining into grace.
You can hold achievement
like child holding candy.
But I have something I cannot replace.
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~Sparrow~
Sleeping in my old, ancestral home
I woke up late, feeling lost & alone
Don’t know what made me sit up in haste
Palpitating heart, shaking in such distress
I went up & down, checking every room
Don’t know what I looked for, I was all alone
But I couldn’t get rid of this feeling of doom
So I went outside & opened the pickle-room*
Caught between the netting and the window
Straining, trying to get free, a little sparrow
I went to soothe it, calm it, catch it somehow
My body crescent-like with the world’s sorrow
Talking softly, I gently extracted the poor thing
In my cupped hands it almost weighed nothing
I raised my hands, opening them wide to the sky
The little sparrow took off as soon as it could fly
With its light flight, all my sorrows were lifted
Who had summoned an angel or a little bird?
For the rest of that day and all of that night
I smiled thinking of that sparrow, free in flight
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~: LAVENDER DANCE
Ci'Monique Green
on the muted face
of hewn tamarack
I stir from my reverie
awaken to purple majesty
flogging my nostrils
with sweet lavender
dander
Wiggling / & / writhing
like a perfumed caterpillar
I let my lashes bow
in overwhelmed prostration
A fragrant celebration
of spring
ushered free to
carouse with me
Bruce Humphrey
Sit; listen to the silence.
Sit; listen to the valor.
Rest, and listen to the whisper of the wind.
The wind carries the message.
The message is honor.
Honor is remembrance.
The past bristles with dignity.
Dignity flourishes with strength and courage.
Sons, daughters, husbands and wives, forever rest in a sea of grace.
Tears flow, salutes are crisp and rigid.
Valor and honor is laid to rest.
Alone they are not, forgotten they are not.
We stand beside them and bow our heads.
We sit next to them and look skyward.
We love, we respect, and we humble ourselves in their presence.
The thunder of silence echoes through the hills.
The silence of a passing, the thunder of valor is remembered.
Unknowns they are not, forever being in our hearts.
The wind carries the whisper.
Whispers carry the message.
The message is the silence of respect.
Sit; listen to the silence.
Sit; listen to the valor.
Rest, and listen to the whisper of the wind.
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